I feel this way too sometimes, but I also sometimes think of it as a fun little challenge to solve. Like: "Wow, another year that didn't go exactly how I planned, I really better figure it out next year!" And it's at least a little fun during the first half of the year to try and tackle some of the problems I noticed while I still have inspiration.
Thanks Debbie for sharing your experience! Happy to hear that your birthdays at 30 and 40 were happy and fun so that makes me more excited for the future haha. Learning that you also had similar thoughts about the past makes me feel less alone in this too. I read a book called Midnight Library, which is a story of a lady traveling through time and making different choices in the past. But in the end each path she chose has its own ups and downs and nothing is perfect. This story helped at that time. Carpe diem!
A song about Time, written by the English songwriter Sandy Denny and made famous in North America by Judy Collins.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJeLguRecYc
Across the evening sky
All the birds are leaving
But how can they know
It's time for them to go?
Before the winter fire
I will still be dreaming
I have no thought of time
For who knows where the time goes?
Who knows where the time goes?
Sad, deserted shore
Your fickle friends are leaving
Ah, but then you know
It's time for them to go
But I will still be here
I have no thought of leaving
I do not count the time
For who knows where the time goes?
Who knows where the time goes?
And I am not alone
While my love is near me
I know it will be so
Until it's time to go
So come the storms of winter
And then the birds in spring again
I have no fear of time
For who knows how my love grows?
And who knows where the time goes?
Thanks for sharing! Itโs beautiful. โI have no fear of timeโ
I feel this way too sometimes, but I also sometimes think of it as a fun little challenge to solve. Like: "Wow, another year that didn't go exactly how I planned, I really better figure it out next year!" And it's at least a little fun during the first half of the year to try and tackle some of the problems I noticed while I still have inspiration.
I've never thought of it as a fun challenge. I like this new way of thinking. Thanks for sharing this perspective!
Thanks Debbie for sharing your experience! Happy to hear that your birthdays at 30 and 40 were happy and fun so that makes me more excited for the future haha. Learning that you also had similar thoughts about the past makes me feel less alone in this too. I read a book called Midnight Library, which is a story of a lady traveling through time and making different choices in the past. But in the end each path she chose has its own ups and downs and nothing is perfect. This story helped at that time. Carpe diem!